Crumpled Document

true as it may seem

i will always be the imperfect person i used to be

and my weakness becomes evident everyday

i think my imperfection seems to be of perfect misfortune

its imminence makes me think

that i'm not worthy of the happiness some have already attained in this world

i'm just saddened

of the fact that whatever i do to please you,

i will always be wrong,

i will always find your critique suffocating,

i guess i have never done something right for you, or anyone

let me include myself

i must be villainous enough

and worse, pitiful

i don't have the mask I used to carry with me all day long

to hide my sentiments 'cause i know sharing it would lead me nowhere,
i wish to aggressively tell someone how "damn you!" you are

or maybe "i love you" , this is true

i'm tired of letting silence pass me by

so from now on,

i'll make myself passible

of all the hurt and love

i miss myself,
the firm, jolly one.

The healing struggles,

and still retreats back

i'm dismantled,

piecemeal in this realm of stuffed reality,

scrunched in fist.

[Paper Bug]

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