Paper Bug

A candle Lit by the matchsticks of ambition. A candle which brightens up the whole quarter, too dark for someone to find a way how to get out, without exhibition of one. Mysteries of the past still remain unsolved. This candle - a speck glowing amidst vengeful solitude. Just a candle, with the luminescence of filthy cravings and of soaring dreams. Seems near, yet a bit far ahead.  I thrived for what I wanted to clasp, through my own weakness. My deprivation - with the will of skepticism for things too hard to explain by practicality, rational thinking & technical illusions.  I longed to par for human intimacy, with acceptance of imperfection, urging for the limits of my existence...  a an existence like that of a lit candle, with the fierce roar for profound truth & deliberate reasoning, and the indisputable quench for experience. I hold one, with the flames of opportunity.  Clumped together with everybody else, this candle burns in seeking my fate; i

Arrested sat I in a forbidden chair By which death portrayed last hour of breath Swayed did I in an entangled, shocking pulse? A memoir of the idle times ago plugged me loose A silhouette of a gorgeous dale, pricked by the moon's ambient light Paraded in my eradicated, terrified mind A chimaera flared me with dark, begotten love And visionary rolls of yesterday winced up Sweet, melancholic love retreated back to me A dreadful illusion when trapped in the jungles of tragic infatuation Mercilessly pushed me to wreck havoc Love with reason, care with no decision at all I placed my heart for the benefit of one But not as expected of what I am to receive The hunch for nothing to wait evaded my instincts And that classical fear molested my views, Of one thing which I call, a depressed facade Wished did I possess the ability to lose memories? As for what an amnesiac’s destiny seems to be And of crying, I commanded myself to charge some cannons and fight with it Just like embarking into p

News all over the world commonly point out the irresistible rise of threats to the international security of the mainland States and its allies. However, the question is that would they be united enough to counter such a terror attack or would they rattle and one-by-one disintegrate due to the name each state carries with her assuming her being part of the whole in the past? In my opinion, I guess not. Each state, now in battle with world terrorism while trying to succumb its role as an active member, will not break away from the region the fact that, just like in building the foundation of a skyscraper, taking out one column would make the whole thing unstable and prone to disaster unless carefully planned by a sophisticated engineer. A state's decision would more likely be inclined to guaranteeing itself and the whole of the States the security she has to maintain being an obligation that could never be disregarded even from the start of its membership, unless she disowns it an

napapagod ako di dahil pinaghihintay mo ako ang masakit lang sa paghihintay sayo wala ka palang planong bumalik dun ako napagod! kalokohan! ikaw kaya paghintayin ko? di ko alam kung bakit kailangan ko pang magpigil na ibuhos ang sama ng loob at ihayag pa sa insektong ito ang galit ko! bakit kailangan ko pang maghintay?! kung wala namang darating... di ko na tuloy alam kung ano'ng gagawin ko... ginawa mo akong tanga! (habang naghihintay ng masasakyang Ikot jeep sa may University Theater) [Paper Bug]

Ohh Ohh Ohhh Oohhh Ohh Ohh Ohhh Yeah (Verse 1) Listen I'd be a liar if I told you That I didn´t see it comin' I'd be more of a liar if I said: Hey, I didn't want it to be something. You deserve much better For the love that you have shared I know u won't believe it But girl I swear (Hook) That I got love for you, Big love for you, Even when I'm trippin', The fact remains that you Will always be my baby, my baby But dig the truth, Baby dig the truth I can't hide my feelings Especially when the whole world can see (Chrous) That my heart Is in two different places: I got you in my life And I wanna do right But it´s hard to let it go When my love has two different faces And I can't break ties 'cause they both look right. Someone tell me What's a man to do When he's loving two. And he don´t wanna lie But he can´t tell the truth What's a man to do When he's loving two. But he can´t keep hi

Di ko aakalain na magagawa ko yung bagay na yun, the fact na di ko talaga alam kung ano ang gagawin because I wasn't able to prepare much for that situation. It was as if minutes were running out every time I hear the fast-paced pounding of the terrified heart; I was, at that moment, in the brink of breaking down. I didn't know what to do. I will be next to speak in front of the class bringing with me just a few of the things I researched online. I actually didn't engage into information hunting regarding the subject. It was time. I had to stand up, and report. I felt my cold hand shaking, but then narealize ko ginagawa ko to para sa Kanya, at nagawa ko na to dati; all I need to do is to connect with the viewers in order to catch their attention and prevent them from inducing that notion, that I have nothing to say about the topic. It's time for impromptu speech. I started talking, and minded on interviewing my fellow classmates kung ano yung masasabi nila tungkol sa

true as it may seem i will always be the imperfect person i used to be and my weakness becomes evident everyday i think my imperfection seems to be of perfect misfortune its imminence makes me think  that i'm not worthy of the happiness some have already attained in this world i'm just  saddened of the fact that whatever i do to please you, i will always be wrong, i will always find your critique suffocating, i guess i have never done something right for you, or anyone let me include myself i must be villainous enough and worse, pitiful i don't have the mask I used to carry with me all day long to hide my sentiments 'cause i know sharing it would lead me nowhere, i wish to aggressively tell someone how "damn you!" you are or maybe "i love you" , this is true  i'm tired of letting silence pass me by so from now on, i'll make myself passible of all the hurt and love i miss myself, the firm, jolly one. The healing struggles, and st

nakakainis ka. masyado mo akong pinahihirapan eh. di ko alam kung bakit kailangan ko pang titigan ka, para malaman mong gusto kita. tapos titingin ka lang, tatawa. ewan ko sayo. nahihirapan na ako. pero gusto kong sabihin sayo, mahal na yata kita? hindi ko alam kung bakit, basta ang alam ko manhid ka lang. napapangiti ako pag kasama kita, gumagaan mga problema ko, kaya kahit mahirap ang gawain, tinutulungan kita, oks lang, masaya naman ako pagkatapos. ulol. nakakainis ka, masyado na ngang halata, ipinamumukha mo pang wala kang nakikita. ang masama pa dito, maya-maya, malalaman ko na lang, masyado palang mataas, para umasang bagay tayo. mahirap kang abutin, napaisip ako. ang gusto mo, yung alams na, ayoko nang banggitin, basta yung may mukhang maihaharap sa pamilya mo. wala ata akong ganun. minus points. lugi ako. pero hahabol ako para sayo. hintayin mong maging katulad niya lang ako. napaka-idealistic mo kasi. oo, di ko lang talaga mameet requirements mo, napapatahimik